I don’t know… I don’t think it’s hard. Sometimes I find myself laughing for the stupidest things. Or I smile for no reason - but I hate it! I don’t want people to see me smiling, yet I do it when I shouldn’t. And vice versa.
I shouldn’t be considered ‘crazy’ because I have emotions. I should be allowed to express my opinions and feel valid emotions and not be labeled a ‘psycho bitch’, ‘hysterical’ or ‘just on my time of month’ by people that say they care about me.